moving back

after sometime moving to wordpress, i still feel i prefer blogger as it allow me to add any applications i lik.. and the template varies more as well..


here’s not bad.. mayb it’s just me tat dunno how to appreciate it.. haha..


anyway, i’ve found tat my cassiemissy had recover from it’s sicknesss.. therefore, i will be moving back!



half SaD

When I read Siaw Cheng’s blog, I just found that I haven really written in my dear diary for years.. and thinking back.. I feel a bit sad. A bit emotion.


I remember back things that happened.. of why I write in my dear diary. Some excitement in my primary school days, form 1 days.. hoo..boy.. time pass lik water flow..


today.. dunno y.. seem lik a bit emo.. a bit .. i dunno.. just feel .. not happy.. but not really into sad.. half way.. i dunno..


oh dear..


I am rushing to my Guzheng class through Parkson OUG.

I pass by the Macdonald on my way to the back exit.

I shake my head to those people who hands out flyers and those asking for donations.

I reach the music school.


I am walking back from my Guzheng class in Parkson OUG.

I pass by the Macdonald to reach the Giant hypermarket entrance.

I shake my head to those people who hands out flyers and those asking for donations.

I reach the Giant and browse through the shelf for what Mummy want.

I pay and left Giant.

I walk back towards Macdonald for my brunch (1pm).

I shake my head to those people who hands out flyers and those asking for donations.

I walk into Macdonald and bought my tasty meal.

I walk out from Macdonald feeling impatient to get home to start on my Macd.

I shake my head to those people who hands out flyers and those asking for donations.

I walk to the escalator.

I drive home.

I feel guilty.



Does anyone get what I mean??




Those people asking for donations station outside Macdonald all the time.

They change institution after time but all of them is for charity.

I need to pass them everyweek.

I need to say no to them EVERYTIME.

I feel GUILTY all the while.


They say their words.

‘Miss, some donations for these poor children?’

‘Miss, help out the poor children’

‘Miss, these children needs your help’




They are making me GUILTY.

I feel bad shaking my head at helping those children who had nothing, not even warm clothes, put asides food.

While I walk into Macdonal buying all these fast food just to fill my pleasure.


I feel like helping.

But what can I do?


You say I can donate what I can?

But you are mistaken.

Today donations is in 6 months, 1 year or 2 years payment.

They anually take from your account an agreed sum.


I still get anuall pocket money from my Mummy.

Which means I am still unable to help anyone.


Which makes me guilty.

Those donations people always say how terrible are those people. They are making it seems like if you don’t give donations, your are inhuman.


how I hate those people.

And further more, some of them who ask for these donations are employees and not volunteers which seems to me bend the whole purpose of donating.


Some say the whole sum of donations only about 20% really goes to charity.

Others went to their salary, rent for spaces for those employees to ask for donations and others misellaneous.

Where is the benefit of charity then?




I hope in the future I will have the ability to do good charity that really can help people.

New addiction

alas.. not homework.. not projects.. not anything related to college..


it is!!!


TWILIGHT.. ok ya. i know. i’m outdated.


But, i always have no interest on this story but yesterday while browsing through MPH, I suddenly have this urge to read the book. And I have not regret! (except maybe slowing and slowing down my progress in autocad works..) The book really captures my attention. Getting to the exciting part now!


And, my interest on Pokemon games on the DS came back I dunno y.. which really press out all my mood in doing my assignment.. haha..


so.. scoold me.. haha..

100 TAG

So terrible.. I never see  1 TAG sooo terribly looooooooooong..

anyway, just to have fun, here I goes!

just hope tat someone will hav the patient to read all.. haha


A.) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B.) Tag 10 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C.) Continue this game by sending it to other people.




01. What have you been doing recently?
stupid big big model.. pet society.. violin & piano & guzheng practising.. makan..

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

03. What had happened at 10.00 am today?

04. When did you last cry?
last night

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
Of coz

06. What do you want in your life right now?
Free time without worries about any deadline! I’m tired.

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Umbrella I guess.. but these days, rain just falls on my head, trickles down to my face then fall to my toes..

08. What’s your favourite thing to have on your bed?
My soft toys!

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
Bottom? my legs la.. aiyo

10.What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?
Submission had been extend.. the EXTEND word!

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
– I do not tend to make a relationship complicated but sometimes relationship just get complicated

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
– Nope

13. What was the last movie you caught?
– Movie ar.. Papa crook Mama cop? haha

14. What are you proud of?
– proud ar? .. erm.. dunno o..

15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
– hah.. oldest.. i dun care ge wor.. hehe

16. What was the last songs you sang out loud?

17. Do you have any nick names?
– thengtheng? haha..

18. What does you last received text message say?

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
– 11pm

20. Are you currently happy?
– Still ok

21. Who gives you best advice?
– Family

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
– no.. gross..

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
– last nite I did not talk wor.. this afternoon is Hooi Ling

24. Is anyone bugging you right now?
– no

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
– Daddy

26. Do you wear toe socks?
-I dun wear socks wor.. haha except when sport shoe is related

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
– Presto Music

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
– not really

29. What annoys you most in a person?
– not being real with me!

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
– er.. no I guess..

31. Have you ever done cocaine?

32. What is the colour of your room?
– white.. but I’m thinking of changing it to pink.. haha

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
– will u?

34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?
– talk is cheap? never heard of it b4.. therefore dun understand.haha

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
– Hooi Ling

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
– Lucky

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
– does kissing a dog qualify as a person?

38. Do you have a life?
– Who do u think u r communicating with?

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn’t die?
-never think b4 wor..

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
– dun hav one..

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
– Mummy

42. Last time you smiled?
-30 minutes ago

43. Have you changed this year?
– Change to the worse..

44. What are you listening right now?
– Air-cond

45. Are you talking to someone when you’re doing this?
– yep! myself!

46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
– nice question.. i walk with my eyes opened but it was closed

47. Is there a quote you live by?
– quote? I am who I am? haha

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
– maybe..

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
– sure.. a few in fact..

50. What was the worst idea you’ve had in this week?
– lunching in 1u

51. What are you doing last night at 11 pm?
– dreaming

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
– love life.. can be improve i guess

53. What song best describe your love life?
– silent nite? haha

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
– i would lik to ignore this q.

55. Who always make you laugh?

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
– yea.. pasar malay, pasar english, teruk mandarin, ok cantonese,

57. Favourite website(s)?
-easy q. hard q.

58. What’s your middle name?
– Mei

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
– sitting through hours of boring talk of dunno wat topic ..

60. What do you think you are like?
– indecisive, strong headed, sensitive, crazy, stupid, lazy, selfish, bad tempered

61. Who will you choose to die with?
– need meh..

62. Where have you been today?
– Presto Music

63. What game do you play often?
– maple story, pet society,

64. Who are you missing right now?
– My previous secondary school frens.. sooooo many years din meet them…

65. If you have to choose between friend and love,who will you choose?
– depends on the situation..

66. What are you doing right now?
-preparing to sleep after i done this..

67. Which primary school are you from?

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
– Pink, White, Black

69. What emotion you like to show?
– I dunno… xD

70. What is your life to you?
– Wasted many time

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
– Eat

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
– Hooi Ling

73. Who do you admire most?
– Sammi Cheng

74. Which month are you born in?
– January!

75. How are you feeling right now?
– Sad

76. What is the time now?
– 12.06am

77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
– dark dark red until brown

79. Why are you doing this test?
– for fun

80. What do you do when you’re moody?
– eat

81. At which age you wish to get married?
– b4 30? haha

82. Who is more important to you?

83. If today is the last day of your life,what will you do?

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
– Family

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
– I been there, I saw it, I know it!

86. If you have a dream come true,what would it be?
– Successful musician

87. What is your goal for this year?
– Passing my violin and graduating from coll!

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
– yup! it’s the matter of findin it!

89. What feeling do you love most?
-Love by family and frens around me

90. Do you really think it’s global warming now?
– yes. I sweat the whole day. haha

91. What feeling do you hate the most?
– Failure, betrayed, Ignore

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
– Of coz! They are hard to find!

93. Do you believe in God?
– Yup

94. Who cares for you most?
– Family

95. What do you think is the most important thing in you life?
– Family

96. What will you bring when you fight?
Friends? haha

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
– wasting time(lik now)

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
– depressed, sad, cry

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
– Just kick him in the butt and tell him, U R HISTORY!

100. How do you feel now?
– Super ‘mou liu’


a) Kim chan

b) Joanne

c) Ah Guat

d) Candy 

I doubt anyone would do this tag and I doubt anyone would read until this word.. haha

okay.. been busy for sometime finally found I’ve been tag here and there.. tot to ignore.. but then I might try to finish these lil game.. haha.. here it goes

TAG NO.1 by Kim-Chan..!


Rules: Once you’ve got tagged, you have to answer ALL the questions HONESTLY. Lastly, choose 6 people to be tagged.

How old were you when you had your first relationship?
Tat I will answer u in the future when I have one.

Are you single/taken?
Single. obviously with the ‘him’ issue LOL

Do you like anyone right now?
😄😄😄 do I need to answer that?

Ever had your heartbroken?
ERM.. let see.. does it count when my hamster died? kaka

Miss anyone right now?
hmm.. not really.. old friends yes!

Who was the last person you sent a text to?
Lay Yan

Last person to text you?
Lay Yan

Last person you saw?
Lucky.. ooh.. person.. then, Mom!

What was the last thing you said to someone?
Hi! >> which is to Lucky!

Who is your top friend(s)?
top friends? Hmm.. kinda hard coz all of my friends are TOP.. really… & trully!

Who do you trust the most in your life?

Who do you love most?
Family & Lucky & TOP friends!

Ever been in love?
Love?yea.. I love my Doggy Lucky!

Who has hurt you the most?
hurt.. erm..  I guess u can say those lecturers that critic my work? haha.. actually I’m fortunate.. I’ve never been betrayed!

Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?

Are you happy?
Absolutly. after my 3d is perfect! JUST LIK SAN!

How many good friends do you have?
wah.. many wor.. wan to count meh.. but i tot is the same as TOP friends? aiyo..

Are there some songs you cannot listen to because they remind you of someone?
Err.. no wor..there are songs that remind me of someone but I CAN listen to it! haha

Have you ever cheated on a partner?
partner who?

Ever been cheated on?
How would I know? would they tell me? haha

Ever been told someone loved you?
yes.. In form 1.. haha. riddiculus..

Ever told someone you love them and meant it?
nope.. family members la..haha

Not meant it?
No.. say something tat u don’t meant it is not good..

What is your idea of true love?
Plain simple love that overides logic and reality.. haha.. someone that are willing to make u happy all the time..

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Of coz! hope it will happen to me so i know what it really is.. haha.. believe and reality is different!

Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
hmm.. i guess not.. since there’s no regulation for love so y must it be friendship 1st? If it is the rite then just go ahead!


Tag who leh?


1. Puzzle

2. Candy (i never see u do tag b4)

3. Joanne

er.. haha.. tat’s all la.. not many ppl visit here also..

Tag no.2 coming soon! Stay tune!

Prom the Pom!

woo hoo.. great experience last Friday! Memorable event..


pictures worth a thousand words so I’ll let the pictures do the talking..


couldn’t upload all here.. just go to my facebook to see la! haha