Guilty

I am rushing to my Guzheng class through Parkson OUG.

I pass by the Macdonald on my way to the back exit.

I shake my head to those people who hands out flyers and those asking for donations.

I reach the music school.

 

I am walking back from my Guzheng class in Parkson OUG.

I pass by the Macdonald to reach the Giant hypermarket entrance.

I shake my head to those people who hands out flyers and those asking for donations.

I reach the Giant and browse through the shelf for what Mummy want.

I pay and left Giant.

I walk back towards Macdonald for my brunch (1pm).

I shake my head to those people who hands out flyers and those asking for donations.

I walk into Macdonald and bought my tasty meal.

I walk out from Macdonald feeling impatient to get home to start on my Macd.

I shake my head to those people who hands out flyers and those asking for donations.

I walk to the escalator.

I drive home.

I feel guilty.

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Does anyone get what I mean??

 

 

 

Those people asking for donations station outside Macdonald all the time.

They change institution after time but all of them is for charity.

I need to pass them everyweek.

I need to say no to them EVERYTIME.

I feel GUILTY all the while.

 

They say their words.

‘Miss, some donations for these poor children?’

‘Miss, help out the poor children’

‘Miss, these children needs your help’

 

OH DEAR!

 

They are making me GUILTY.

I feel bad shaking my head at helping those children who had nothing, not even warm clothes, put asides food.

While I walk into Macdonal buying all these fast food just to fill my pleasure.

 

I feel like helping.

But what can I do?

 

You say I can donate what I can?

But you are mistaken.

Today donations is in 6 months, 1 year or 2 years payment.

They anually take from your account an agreed sum.

ME?

I still get anuall pocket money from my Mummy.

Which means I am still unable to help anyone.

 

Which makes me guilty.

Those donations people always say how terrible are those people. They are making it seems like if you don’t give donations, your are inhuman.

OO..

how I hate those people.

And further more, some of them who ask for these donations are employees and not volunteers which seems to me bend the whole purpose of donating.

 

Some say the whole sum of donations only about 20% really goes to charity.

Others went to their salary, rent for spaces for those employees to ask for donations and others misellaneous.

Where is the benefit of charity then?

 

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I hope in the future I will have the ability to do good charity that really can help people.